December 2010
- person #1: why did this happen to us.
- person #2: don't question. we are part of this situation. we have to deal with it or try to make the best to get the best out of it.
we keep on doing the same mistakes & i a tired of them! sometimes i feel like i want to get out so bad! we are never a good team and i know that only half of us are actually good. i know im not the best but atleast i try.

other than that, dissecting the heart was interesting :D while mine was barly working. but i know im strong ;D i really want to tell you my whole story but i’ll keep it in my memory since it’ll be forgotten anyways (:
Day Seven: 4 turn offs.
- being big
- dont be jealous
- being rude -.-
- bad temper
November 2010
come on! i just want to take one or two perhaps! just buy them! they are cheap for crying out loud!! i neeeed it! i havent dont that since a while & once you see someone doing it you want to do it too. hahaha everyone would be upset if they would see me but i dont care! haha i need it nowwwww!
christmas list:
-one box please (:
-no one to judge
-be alonee or w/ someone but just to talk about crap and joke around xD
-let it snow ^.^
-oh & with a starbucks on the sideee :DD

thats what you get when you let your heart win
yesterday we had the biggest discussion two ppl could have. i dont want to deal with all this because its all nonsense. things like this are just stupid.. grow up a bit & have some commitment ehh? im trying to teach you how to last, and not with other ppl but with me & you wouldnt care. you think that any little thing ruins a relationship but it all has its ups and downs you just have to be patient. well anyways! during lunch he was back into his badass self until after school that he got bored or something. -.- i dont even know but he needs time to himself and if he has to let me go i’ll let go. what a sweet heart (: well im not going to take this so bad because i have to be strong (: plus i have great friends that can help me stay strong :D
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
♥ mommy. bc you feed me & keep me alive
♥ daddy. bc im your little girl
♥ dayanna. bc we are badasses together
♥ debs. you’ve been there for me since we were tiny
♥ alesiaa. you’ve been there for me all the time & you never let go :D